I’m Blessed By Your Name

 

I’m blessed 

I am blessed by your name 

because you rose up from the grave 

I’m blessed by your name 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name 

I am found by you at the gate 

I am whole the way you hold me 

feels so Holy Holy Holy Holy 

I’m blessed by your name 

I am saved by your grace 

I am redeemed by hand in mine 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name 

because you rose on the third day 

I give my praise to you always 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name 

I am favored in your eyes 

called by your holiness to pray 

I kneel on my knees before your grace 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name 

because you rose from the grave on the third day 

Forgiven by your love of the world 

The way you hold us in your hand 

feels so holy holy holy 

in your holy name 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name 

all the amazing ways you bless me everyday I am saved by your holiness grace for your name is great 

this I pray 

Holy holy holy is thy name 

I’m blessed by your name 

because you rose up from the grave 

this I give my praise 

I’m blessed by your name 

the way I am loved I give praise 

the way I am held I give praise 

the way I kneel I give praise 

the way I feel I give praise all to your great name 

I’m blessed by your name 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name for this I give many thanks 

I am found in your name for your name is great and holy holy holy 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name because you rose up from the grave on the third day saved by grace through your great love 

this I pray 

I’m blessed by your name amen 

Be Not In Doubt

Who are you to doubt what the prophets have said, for through me I’ve shown many great miraculous things, I have come to fulfill the prophecies spoke through history in scripture. I am He who said I Am to Moses, and to you I forever Will Be the Son of Man. Listen here my children of the world I am near, but not far. The calling is here for you to listen with a hearing ear, a watchful eye, a spoken wise tongue, and armor to protect you from any and all fear. Hear me my children. I come to those who seek of me, I am found in those who find me, I give myself  to those to receive of me, I am the Truth, Life, and Way, the Beginning and the End, but for you there is no end but everlasting. Come all who yearn of Me, hear the prophets of the Word. Be patient, wise, watchful, heartily of all things that is in the truth of my Father for those truths are the truths of Me as well. 

I hate you, I love you always

I hate that you treat me the way you do as if I am nothing or no one to you

You pick and choose when you want to call me your best friend and then call me nothing as if you don’t know me

Do I mean absolutely little to nothing to you? I fucking love you against all odds and the way you treat me but yet you still destroyed me over and over without fault or care

I don’t understand why I still care why I’m still here but I know deep down why it’s because I love you against all reason but at the same time I hate you I hate you for never choosing me wanting me mistreating me not loving me not caring for me and everything in the ways I do about you

I’ve shown up when you needed me wanted me every time but you never did the same for me

You destroyed me broke my heart my soul and it will never be repaired and it didn’t matter to you what you did to me, said to me, made me feel for you 

I don’t and have never mattered to you as a person a friend a best friend or anything else 

But you meant and still mean everything and I absolutely mean everything you mean absolutely everything to me 

You’re the love of my life my one my only one my best friend and yet you destroyed me broke me and for that I hate you but above all else I absolutely love you which out powers the hate and hurt and brokenness I feel because of you 

But sad truth is you’ll never know my love my care how much you matter to me everything because you’re to scared to admit you want us to give us a try you play it off but it’s all a life lie to yourself and to others 

I know better though and I’ll wait I have for four years and what is a life time or a hundred life times to wait for ones soulmate it’s truest of love patience loyalty it’s everything that this world is not but for me I am for you all that and more 

I hate you I love you always even though you broke me destroyed me in every way possible and so much more 

I love you I hate you but I love you above all else of meaning and reason

Forever and ever