Only If There Was A Sign

You left with no word, not even a sign I misunderstood all that was in front of my very eyes. I thought all was fine between you and I but then the next second you were gone not there and that tore my heart apart. All I thought was man was it all my fault, I cried the moment I was told I stood feeling crushed not even a single heart beat was felt, apart of me was lost the moment you were gone. I fell to my knees and baled my head and just ...whispered dear lord was it something I said or did, why did it have to end. Tears rolled in and fell from my eyes rolled down my cheeks to the dark cold floor I was lost in my many thousands of thoughts, I was far from belief. I felt so far, I couldn't sleep because I was full of so many thoughts of you and me, you've been all I can see in my visions, I wake I think of you're name, I sleep I close my eyes and the words I speak is you're very name. I pray morning, day and night hoping all will go back to the way it was only if I could time travel I'd go back and change what I thought I could because I never wanted to see you leave it was the last thing I ever wanted, knowing now what I should've then I feel so depressed I can't focus on any other things besides you're very perfect beautiful eyes, my heart races every time a sign comes to my mind, and I smile and people all around wonder why, they ask If I'm okay and truth is I'm not, I'm a total wreck in side that feels like I was hit by a brick. I try to go around everyway about it but I can't keep lying about it. I am a mess because of the choices I made the chance I took and I look at the change that came and I feel ashamed completely utterly ashamed. There are so many feelings and thoughts I've tried to work through but doesn't matter you're all I can think of. I wish I could have said all what I want today but inside I look in the mirror and remember you're not there. I look at the skies and see the clouds and have said that is the mirror image of my very feeling inside. I smile but inside I cry, not just for the fact I care but I miss you and I don't know even if you knew. I truly do, If I could tell you now all I would do is kneel to you and say thank you and that I will always love you, far or near. I always wanted you to be my sweet dear.

The Words I Spoke

Only If the words I spoke I could take back, and never speak what I have spoke, I would take it all back, but It won't, the road from here is a dark cloudy one full of so much not even a word is spoke, I feel broke but I need you to know what I spoke I would take back, now knowing the impact it has hacked to make this all weird

I walk this road alone... for it is so cold, I drown in my thoughts and wish I had never said those words I spoke it made me feel broke, New day, new line but the words that came to my mind I already spoke and now I don't know, It's so cold walking a dark road with no word that has yet to be spoke, I tell you though the words I spoke I'd take back If I knew then what I do now, I will say this again and again I'm sorry I ever spoke.

Butterfly

sleepy butterfly you can be my butterfly tonight oh tonight be my butterfly always today bee myy butterfly.

Sleepy

sleepy nights day light here we are looking so bright I say damn you're looking fine would you be mine, sleepy nights good night baby come be mine tonight we look at the stars and be alright and we can fall asleep together because we're both feeling sleepy tonight and you are finally mine tonight and we say goodnight.

My name is Brittaney some Call me Britty

my Brittaney some call britty I come from the desert but live in the ocean now, I grew is the west came to east now I'm known as the beast, my friends call me baby weep because they think i'm a creep because I like to heep n hop in drop all the time, I was brought up in the getto but I call the hood because I know I'm just so good, my name Brittaney some call me brity or briee but heck with me its you and me.