Prayer For The Martyred

Nine people were martyred on the date of 6/17 all in the name of Christ in building where we all gather to give praise here I am today kneeling before the cross in their names praying to the lord for mercy and sake on those that lost their lives in the name of the lord everyone world wide is crying at the loss of them by a young man lost in the name of Christ, I pray for the victims and victor that did the crime in his lost mind he comes to be redeemed set free forgiven in Jesus name I plea for the lost and broken may everything be forgiven in times like now may they be at peace in heavenly name

Amare in Italia

Juliet, oh Juliet how art thou so beautiful, you're smile is as bright as the sun, you're eyes shine like a star at night, have I ever told you how much I amare thee, I'm asking you to be my, Juliet. Amare amare thee, you're my dream in Italia.  

Person of my dreams

Every time I close my eyes I can picture your beautiful smile
I can imagine you right here next to me sharing in the same dreams as me
I saw the look in your eyes every time I stopped by, You have a twinkle that shines so
bright like a star in the sky
You have a voice that is so unique it was
like a song that spoke directly to me
Your laugh your giggle makes me
smile
Every time we touch I get butterflies inside my stomach, makes my
heart race because this is our place
I see you for your true inner
beauty but mostly only see you for the outer but deep down I see all of you inner
and outer
I think of you morning and night
There isn't a moment of day that I don't stop and
say I wish you were mine but maybe someday
When it rains out I think of running around chasing you
When there is a big bright full moon I just wanna dance with you
When it is sunny out I wanna picnic to the beach with you

But if it snowed I'd want
to make a snow angel just for you because I am telling you are my one true angel
The one I've waited for all this time I don't want to waste another day
without saying these words I feel deep inside so I am asking you to finally be
mine

When I am away I miss you
When I see you I want to hug & kiss you
When we sit I want to hold and cuddle you
I want to lay next to you so I want feel your warmth and hear the beautiful heart that beats inside of you
I picture a long happy life with you
A house, family with a few kids
and maybe a cat or two or heck a farm even if that's what you want to do
I want to wake up next to you so you are the first thing my eyes see I want the
first words I speak to be I love you
When I go to bed I want you to be the
last thing my eyes see I want my last words to be I love you my sweet

Today I am choosing to tell you truly how much you mean to me because I
don't want to go another day with out a word, I don't want to live with out you
knowing

So I tell you my dear I love you and more

Remember Me

Each day I wake I think of you
Each breathe I take I do for you
Every song I listen to reminds me of you
Everytime it rains the sky is grey and reminds me of how I feel inside
Can't stop saying your name
Everyday I pray that today or tomorrow or someday you'll come back my way
Everyday I feel like crying because your far away
Can't stop picturing you in my mind the sight of you gets me through
When I'm up late at night I stare outside my window looking up at the stars seeing which one is the brightest because so far it's your star
When I lay my head down and close my eyes your the last thought on my mind
There have been nights were I would simply wake because my heart aches
I keep playing it all in my mind all the things I said, all the things I should of said
I'm going to keep saying it
I miss you more than you know
I think about you more than I use too
I picture a life with you
and I will always say I loved you at first sight
Your the person of my dreams
I feel were meant to be
Please remember me and come back to me

Only If There Was A Sign

You left with no word, not even a sign I misunderstood all that was in front of my very eyes. I thought all was fine between you and I but then the next second you were gone not there and that tore my heart apart. All I thought was man was it all my fault, I cried the moment I was told I stood feeling crushed not even a single heart beat was felt, apart of me was lost the moment you were gone. I fell to my knees and baled my head and just ...whispered dear lord was it something I said or did, why did it have to end. Tears rolled in and fell from my eyes rolled down my cheeks to the dark cold floor I was lost in my many thousands of thoughts, I was far from belief. I felt so far, I couldn't sleep because I was full of so many thoughts of you and me, you've been all I can see in my visions, I wake I think of you're name, I sleep I close my eyes and the words I speak is you're very name. I pray morning, day and night hoping all will go back to the way it was only if I could time travel I'd go back and change what I thought I could because I never wanted to see you leave it was the last thing I ever wanted, knowing now what I should've then I feel so depressed I can't focus on any other things besides you're very perfect beautiful eyes, my heart races every time a sign comes to my mind, and I smile and people all around wonder why, they ask If I'm okay and truth is I'm not, I'm a total wreck in side that feels like I was hit by a brick. I try to go around everyway about it but I can't keep lying about it. I am a mess because of the choices I made the chance I took and I look at the change that came and I feel ashamed completely utterly ashamed. There are so many feelings and thoughts I've tried to work through but doesn't matter you're all I can think of. I wish I could have said all what I want today but inside I look in the mirror and remember you're not there. I look at the skies and see the clouds and have said that is the mirror image of my very feeling inside. I smile but inside I cry, not just for the fact I care but I miss you and I don't know even if you knew. I truly do, If I could tell you now all I would do is kneel to you and say thank you and that I will always love you, far or near. I always wanted you to be my sweet dear.

The Words I Spoke

Only If the words I spoke I could take back, and never speak what I have spoke, I would take it all back, but It won't, the road from here is a dark cloudy one full of so much not even a word is spoke, I feel broke but I need you to know what I spoke I would take back, now knowing the impact it has hacked to make this all weird

I walk this road alone... for it is so cold, I drown in my thoughts and wish I had never said those words I spoke it made me feel broke, New day, new line but the words that came to my mind I already spoke and now I don't know, It's so cold walking a dark road with no word that has yet to be spoke, I tell you though the words I spoke I'd take back If I knew then what I do now, I will say this again and again I'm sorry I ever spoke.

Butterfly

sleepy butterfly you can be my butterfly tonight oh tonight be my butterfly always today bee myy butterfly.

Sleepy

sleepy nights day light here we are looking so bright I say damn you're looking fine would you be mine, sleepy nights good night baby come be mine tonight we look at the stars and be alright and we can fall asleep together because we're both feeling sleepy tonight and you are finally mine tonight and we say goodnight.

My name is Brittaney some Call me Britty

my Brittaney some call britty I come from the desert but live in the ocean now, I grew is the west came to east now I'm known as the beast, my friends call me baby weep because they think i'm a creep because I like to heep n hop in drop all the time, I was brought up in the getto but I call the hood because I know I'm just so good, my name Brittaney some call me brity or briee but heck with me its you and me.

Darin a friend, darin the man

Darin a friend darin is the man he was once my crush I laid one in to him on the bus one day after school I kiss him and it felt so right could I have denied I liked him because he is darin a friend a man a cute guy I gave one to him on the bus after taylor middle school we we're both in the same class but different grades I'd have to say he got lucky to score with an 7th grader, darin a friend darin the man you still mean the same to me even way back when.

Oh' Lord hear my words

Oh' Lord Oh' Lord can you hear my words
I need you to hold me close right now
Oh oh oh oh
Oh' Lord that is in heaven above I say hear my words I yell out to you

My father who outh in Heaven hear my prayers hear my words hear my tears I spill out
Oh' Lord hear me now, I bal down on my knees before thee Oh' Lord you're king, my savior, my world and everything forward.
Oh' Lord hear my words, Oh' Lord hear my words I say to you right now
Oh' Lord hear my words, that I spill out right now, mm mm
Oh' Lord hear my words, I cry out loud to you from way down from here
Hear my pain inside of me, help me express every feeling being in me, let me express everything to you so I can be free to move forward from this day on,
Oh' Lord hear my oh my soul cries out for you oh you Lord, my soul yells out to you in need from heaven to earth my soul needs you to heal a broken me from the inside out so I can then be free to share you're words with all to hear.
Oh' Lord hear my words I sing to you right now, hear my heart, my soul, hear and feel my pain I give it all up to you because you are the one true king that can set me free from all else that's in me that holds me back.
Oh' Lord hear my words, hear the words I am saying to you in song, a poem, a verse, can you feel my pain the hurt that is trapped inside my soul. Can you fix me Oh Lord that outh in heaven, on heaven to earth you came once and again you'll come to set me free.
Oh' Lord hear my words I say to you, can you forgive me for all my wrong and bad deeds I did to others as I try to forgive them for what wrong and bad deeds they did to me, I know you're a loving righteous God that loves us all no matter what we do, say, and believe, we are all children of you the most high Lord I call you my father in heaven and earth, Oh' Lord hear my words, I ask can you forgive me for my sins I know I did and can you set me free to be renew in you in me.
Oh' Lord hear my words, hear my cry, my soul, my every heart beat that you set inside of me back in 1993, Oh' Lord hear my words, I am lost with out you, can you free me please oh' Lord king of kings, son of god the most high, lord and savior, lion and lamb, born to a virgin birth, died on the cross rested for three days and raised up on the third day and went to heaven to be with the father.
Oh' Lord hear my words I feel right now, give me freedom through salvation through my faith in you oh lord.
Forgive me oh please forgive me for all I did wrong, make me new in you, make me reborn, let me share you're words with the world so that they know you as I do too.
Oh' Lord I say praise to you from heaven and on earth you are the truth, the life the way you are everything in heaven and earth the seen and unseen, the felt and untouched truth, you're the ever last truth.
Oh' Lord hear these words.