School isn't whack

 Some people call school whack in some cases it just might be a fact we always got teachers breathing down our backs about homework and our grades but its like damn I'm doing what I can

All this reminds me of a old man that told me a rap, it's was like this

School is like work your the...re to Do a job even though you sit back on your ass for 8 hours during the day, yes you don't get paid green money but man your get grades that's better than green paper right true ya a fact so school is a matter of fact like work your there to learn so you have a better life just like regular work we the adults work and learn new things everyday even though sometimes even we think work is whack just like you think school is and we got people breathing down our backs just like y'all do that's a fact face it don't deny it because truly it's not whack school has your back even though some breathe down it but deal with it because it's fact

Open my eyes

Open my eyes to The Lord I see, Open my eyes to The Lord I see, Open my eyes to the secret that are to hidden inside of me, Open my eye to what is seen, Open my eyes to what I keep, Open my eyes to The Lord I keep, Open my eyes to lord I believe, Open my eyes to The Lord I see so his powers can reign on me,

Let the eyes of our father see the truth in our heart to open ...our eyes to see his way with his powers that reign on us, so they may purify our souls in gods eyes so we can move forward and share his way so others can pray and live a forever life like we in our fathers eyes

Open my eyes to The Lord I see, open my eyes to The Lord my heart keeps, open my eyes to The Lord of which the secrets are hidden in me, so that not one weeps but so we can all be free

You where the #1

This makes me think of the one I had but never knew where it would go, I want you to know I still think about you, your touch, your every kiss we shared, the day I saw you and you saw me I just need you to know I miss you daily, I pray to the heavens that someday you'll come back to me because I never felt like I did when I was with you and I truly with everything in me I mean of word of touch and... every kiss, just come back to me so we can be us again. Baby your the one I always think about no matter where I am in time, I look back and miss your touch, you holding me tight in your arms, kissing & feeling every touch, hearing every breathe we took for one another. If your still there look back and remember what we had. P.S I MISS YOU

Light Blue Eyes

When I first saw your light blue eyes, and you saw mine, I felt my heart fill up, my stomach fill with butterflies and my knees buckled like I never knew they would

It was like we are meant to be, your all that's on mind in the break of dawn to the first glimpse of the sun shine in the mornings everyday
I never would have imagine this but really it is so

I would tell you but honestly I no more can lie not to you and surely not to myself, like the famous saying goes I feel better to have loved you than to have never loved at all

your the reason I smile daily and write about you in my secret diary, when I see you, your the high light of my 100 days I whisper to myself could he know that it is truly so I like you and maybe you do to

I keep looking at you daily just hoping one day you'll realize my eyes shine for you in every way that God can show in man kind because truly I feel you in me, my heart fills up every time I speak to you, my butterflies fly all around in side and knees well they make me not be able to walk straight like I normally do but when I see you I just want to scream it all to you

you make everyday a better day, every night a special night, I just can't wait to see those light blue eyes of your again soon, I hope to be yours truly soon, I love you and someday you will too.

Baby, Just be mine

Baby baby oh oh maybe just maybe you'' be mine
 because baby I know how to treat a lady
 (a lady) and hopefully you'll be mine
Baby baby oh maybe you'll be mine
because I know how to treat a lady
and it's all that I think about, that's on my mind
Baby baby oh oh yeah
maybe just maybe you'll be mine
because your always on my mind,
your all I think about day and night,
I'm standing here starring in your eyes hoping you'll be mine
Oh oh yeah yeah always one my mine
( always on my mind)
Baby baby oh oh maybe just maybe you'll be mine
because baby I know how to treat a lady
(a lady) and hopefully you'll be mine
Baby oh maybe you'll be mine
because I know how to treat a lady and it's all that I think about,
all that's on my mind
Baby baby oh oh
yeah maybe just maybe you'll be mine
because your always on my mind day and night,
I'm standing here looking you in the eyes hoping you'll be mine
Baby baby oh oh
maybe just maybe you'll be mine
because I know how to treat a lady and your all I think about
Oh oh yeah
maybe just maybe you'll be mine(be mine)
Baby I'm standing here bringing you some pretty red roses because I know there your favorite, I kiss you on your right cheek because it's the side with your cute little dimple is on, I can hold your hand walk by your side and look in your eyes and just say
Baby baby oh oh
maybe just maybe you'll be mine
because I know how to treat a lady
(a lady) your all that's on my mind
Baby baby oh oh maybe just maybe you'll be mine
because your all I think about day and night hoping you'll be mine
because I know how to treat a lady (a lady)
Oh oh yeah
maybe just maybe you'll be mine(be mine)
Baby baby oh maybe you'll be mine
because I know how to treat a lady and
your all that's on my mind day and night,
I just can't stop but to say baby baby will you be mine
because I'm hoping you'll be mine
Oh oh  yeah Bbay I just want to tell you I love you and now I'm glad your mine
Oh oh oh uh uh mmm

Get Low & Shake it

It goes get low get low get low to the floor and shake it just shake it
were gonna bounce up & down and shake it, do the mighty shake to the floor with all these other brothers starring near

get low get low get low

It goes baby baby yes I'm starring at you moving those fine hits up & down and shaking it to the mighty shake on the floor even though these other brothers are starring too doesn't mean I ain't worth a nickle
I can get low just like you give me beet and I'll show you how I drop my feet to the floor

It goes get low get low get low to the floor and shake it just shake it
were gonna bounce up & down and shake it, do the mighty shake it to the floor with all these other sisters starring near

get low get low get low

It goes baby yeah you baby let's get low get low together on the floor to show all these other brothers & sisters up in here how cool we really are and show them that we are for real, because you and me together make 1 better than 2 with all our beet up in this heat on the floor getting low getting low they know were better than any nickle were  worth the price of quarter

get low get low get low

Laying In This Meadow

Laying here in this meadow
hearing the rhymes of birds singing
Watching deer graze in the grass near by
seeing all the little critters roll and play
laying back in the grass looking up at the sky
seeing white clouds of all shapes and sizes
makes me use my imagination

Laying here in this meadow
using all my senses hearing, smelling, seeing, feeling
trying to connect with the wilderness around me
I see rabbits hopping all about
hear birds singing in the trees above me
smelling all these wild flowers around me
feeling the gentleness of the grasses near me

Laying here in this meadow
seeing the breeze blow the fall leafs
from the top of the trees
seeing the clouds move slowly with the
sun beaming on my skin giving me a tan
laying here in this grass closing my eyes and just
taking in all that is around me
this relaxes me in the wilderness where nothing
isn't impossible but possible
a little frog comes and hops on to my lap and makes a croak
and I say I'm glad to lay here in this meadow all around me

Not Calling Back

Yo I came across your FB page, I messaged you many times but you never replied, It's like you were pushing me away and then you blocked me anyways

I don't know what that was all about but you gotta know you pissed off your own niece because of all the bullshit y'all put me through growing up

but even after all that here I am standing tall giving you a call and you don't got the lady balls to call back but instead you send me a text say this "Don't call or text me again, I don't want nothing to do with you"

I don't understand what I ever did to any of y'all, so what now I'm what "Stalking", when I'm just to call my Pop, you lied saying you broke ties with the family a long time ago but here you are posting pic's of a lil' kid named Benjamin the lil' kid I didn't know existed but he'll never know he has a big cuz that does exist from him Uncle Kyle the Rapist

I got on FB found my ex Aunt Michelle, My cousin Chante's mom and here we are talking and I came across you Chante on a app called Instagram and I gave you my info but you blocked me too, your acting like a fool like all the rest of the hill's do like looneytoons because all y'all do is drink boo's and sit on y'alls asses smoking a joint like y'all all that

but here I am standing back laughing my ass of looking at y'alls rap sheet and all I see is y'all geting caught and thrown in the slam and It cost two grand to get your ass out

I went on FB saw your post, you mentioned how it's been nearly a year since your dad past but none of y'all tried to make contact to let me know Granddad was sick with Cancer, he was diagnosed June 7- Past June 10, 2011 but here I was six days later 18 then knowing it was legal to make contact but even with that fact y'all didn't begin to try to call to let me know

Here it is going on two years now since he past, and there is no trace of where he lays to rest which leaves me to guess Nana had him cremated like she did her dog and maybe even her cats

Here I'm standing strong living life trying to make since of all this shit but over all I'm still tall and even strong after all y'all did

I'm not giving up I'm looking forward and dreaming will be a family as we once were but damn that's 12 years gone now, I keep the hope and I believe you'll look deep and y'all be like damn where's Brittaney?

Y'all may leave now but someday y'all will see me and my little me's sitting across the street so y'all better believe well see 4 and 3, I'm moving back damn that's a fact y'all be wishing you could go back and take all the hate and pain away, someday y'all hear my name but it won't be the same because then I'll be playing my own fucking game

I don't need y'all in my life right now because y'all are all up side down on y'alls heads acting out breaking the law and someday Jesus will call, that's all I'm done you may not want to be my father well screw you any how I got a heavenly father that's here for me so y'all can go fall I'm done peace out I'm done

Walking Away

Your walking away because you don't wanna spend a normal day with me

Your walking away breaking me down I invited you to spend the day but you decided to just walk away, away from what we could have had

It would've been us you and me together forever, but you decided it wasn't for you so you walked away because you didn't want to spend the day with me

You know I loved you but your never felt it to be true 
There could have been something like us but your threw it away by walking away

I invited you to spend the day with me but you were called away so you can get laid

You walked away
Because you don't want to spend a normal day 

Your breaking me inside but you still walked away
We could have been great together but you never felt the same way

You know I loved you 
But you walked away because you got called away just so to you could go get laid

There could have been something great like us but now that's over now, what happened was it something I said to make your walk away 

There's nothing like you and me
we could have made it through I just didn't know what to say or do

You know I loved you but you walked away yeah that's true
there's nothing like us now because you got called away so you can go get laid 

Your walking away because you don't want to spend a normal day with me 

Your walking away breaking me down I invited you to spend the day but you decided to just walk away, away from what we could have had

It would've been us you and me together forever, but you decided it wasn't for you so you walked away because you didn't want to spend the day with me

You know I loved you but your never felt it to be true 
There could have been something like us but your walking away

We could have made it through thick and thin but you walked away because you got called away because you wanted to get laid

Your walking away and you never looked back and said anything, we could have been something but you walked away before we even had the chance

Your just walking away, yeah that's true, I'll always love you 
Your breaking me inside because I invited you to spend the day but you got called away just to go get laid

I'll never understand why
but your still inside my mind 
I loved you and maybe always will but you walked away which is like pushing me away

There's nothing like us but there could have been if you just stayed true and never walked away, yeah that's true

Your walking away breaking me inside never wanted to spend that day with me that's true
Just keep walking away because that's all your do

I'm here all alone here without you, you got called away so you can go get laid why 
did you walked away

I wanted to tell you I miss you and I loved you but now that's just so far from true
Your walking away every time

Right For Me

The day I set my eyes on you I knew from that moment you were meant to be mine, I saw you curled up in a little ball in your little hut, I never knew I wanted you until I first met you,
now I do and I named you Zarek because I knew it fitted you then I got two of you, he was your little brother named Xeno that too made me love you, Now here it is nearly 3 weeks soon and just you know I bought girls just for you, their cute like you, small and furry and they remind me so much of the both of you, I named them Xena and Gabrielle because they were meant to be with you, now I have four that is indeed true and I wouldn't do any other hing to change that in my way your all my babies until this day never change because that's the way I like you, always know I love you.

Why I Ask Why

He properly wondered why did I do something wrong for you to do such a thing? I don't want my babies to die ever... I would rather die first

Why does god deny animals internal life but blesses mankind aren't we one in the same? Tell me why or deny me life too

Why am I here, I would've died but you never told me why I'm still alive? I ask you now tell me or so I will never understand why!

Your God but can't talk to I? You talked to Moses why deny me? I'm just as good as he so what do I have to do make a sacrifice for you

To prove to you that I am equal to them? God answer me for if you can talk to Moses talk to me or I shall not believe until I meet you..

You do all things but can't be here for me when I may need you by my side the most for heavenly sake? What did I do to not earn your side?

You do all things but can't be here for me when I may need you by my side the most for heavenly sake? What did I do to not earnyour side?

Where are you, where could you be? You never hear my plea when I'm down on my knees and screaming for you to hear me, show me what I need to Be told so I can go forward and be free from all this breaking inside because all I do is cry inside and out every night, can't you see?

Your Jesus for heavenly sake show me your here for me, listening to me and helping me.. I feel alone in this dark room with no way out, So hear me plea on my knees Jesus hear me scream, I feel lost in all this damaged degree can't you see?

I want to be able to breathe and feel free but never have I since I was a baby, I'm here but not sure why, I would've died but nope

I'm still alive but you never said why?? God hear me plea and answer me?!
As I weep down on my knees screaming for you to answer me to set

Me free from all this damaged degree I feel deep inside and beneath you see, I can't sleep at night because I just weep.. Help me sleep and so I can feel free

You can at least do that for me you owe me can't you see? All I do is lay here and weep waiting for you to pick me up and tell me

It's all going to be okay, I'm here never far just need to see and believe because your special in this way, you know I love you

And I'm not going anywhere, just say my name and I'll come right away, God why do you not see I'm hurting? I feel so lost.. I'm gone.

Mother Earth

Blue sky with white clouds
brown sand like quick sand 
blue waters far and wide
birds fly high
fish swim low
animals walk in all directions
rocks stand still
trees sway back and forth
houses stand tall
tornado's twist
hurricanes wash ashore
volcano's erupt
tsunamis flood
rain poors 
snow falls
ice forms
thunder rawrs
lightning brightens
earth in all the best ways called mother earth

Ocean Free

Big and wide
deep and light
fish almost alike
the ocean is big and wide
that fish of all kinds can swim inside in all directions
that's why the ocean is free even for you and me

Birds Of Beauty

Birds big and small
birds of all colors
they are all beautiful
in the way of art 
because they are so true and free
birds are unique
they fly so high
they can dive like a speeding bullet in the sky
they go far and wide
they can go any where
birds are truly beauty in a way no other can say
birds are amazing indeed they a;; fly high to the top of the sky and low to the ocean you know
that's the way of birds

Never Letting Go

Your here with me and you know I love you so no I'm never letting go, go of you, you can try and run, tell me you don't want me or even yell at me but I'm never letting go because this shows how much you mean to me even in the bad

I want to love, be with you, marry you and spend my life with you until the end of time dancing in the pouring rain

I want ti die old with you by my side, I want to sit on the porch and watch our grand kids sing and play

I love you so no I'm never letting go until the end of time while were dancing in the cold freezing rain

your mine always until death do us apart, you my other part of my heart and only our hands hold the key so be with me even if we live on the street, you can have all of me, I'm never ever letting go of you

Your Finally Here

You've been in me for so long
I've been waiting so long to hold your little hand, to look in your eyes for the first time and now I can because your finally here after all this time, your my little man I've wanted you for so long now I get to open my eyes and see you, hold you and kiss you and tell you how happy you've made me, now your finally here I promise to always protect you and be here 
I'm not going anywhere, your here , you were my biggest wish now I got you and I don't want to ever let you go
I just want you to know I will always love and be here for you , were together now and that your finally here and that's all that matters now my dear.

Believe In Me

Believe In Me because baby I can please you in amazing ways just give me a chance to please you my sweet

I can do all hings believe in me I can take you where you want to high or low, I can be your one true love as long as you believe in me 

follow me to the bottom of the sea an I'll show you what I can do to make you believe in me baby please give me a chance

I'll treat you like a royal queen if given the chance baby can you see I can do many things even when not seen

just believe in me I can be your everything, your mighty knight even your king your protector of all living things 

I can give you all that you desire in your biggest wildest dreams, baby I just need you to believe in me at all times baby because I want to be with you and love you until the world comes to a end 

but I need you to believe in me and love me until the world comes to an end

Just believe in me baby

Rainbow Flowers

Flowers bloom big and small
they all have a good smell
they all have beautiful colors
flowers are used for many events
happy and sad
flowers are amazing
their all so much alike but yet so different in ways as well 
flows is a beauty in it's self
flowers come in different colors as if they were splattered with paint of all colors of the rainbow sent down from above to color the wondrous flowers of the big wide world, they are simply all amazing a gift from the skies above

Purple Rain

Purple Rain is like the color gray
purple rain is everyday
purple rain is a beautiful shade
giving us all the amazing good grace
purple rain falls everyday covering the world with god's good grace
purple rain is like the thing everyone everyday looks forward to because it cleanses the world of amazing beauty in the light and in the night
God blessed us all with purple rain for clearing the earth of all it's bad disgrace making it with good grace is always a blessing from the god his name 
purple rain is an amazing grace, It's fun to run and play in 
it gives us the amazing gifts we see today and what we see tomorrow
purple rain is like the color gray because it tries to keep us safe
purple rain is here everyday and every night to keep us warm and safe
that's God's amazing grace with purple rain
purple rain is here to stay and we all feel safe until the night ends, we sleep to the sound of purple rain with good grace

Round and Round

Round and Round because it goes un and down
Round and Round because it goes back and forth
Round and Round because it goes all the way around

up up yah up up 
down down yah down down 
Round and Round oh yah baby do it some more oh yah just do it some more

Just do it some more 
I'm going round and round
up and down all the way around
counting back from 4x to forth because it goes just do it some more

oh yah baby, do it some more
Round and Round because it goes up and down
Round and Round because it goes back and forth
just do it some more 
oh yah just do it some more

sitting here in my 1096 
counting in the back on my head 4x
forward going down down down 
just do it some more

oh yah just do it some more 
Round and Round because it goes up and down
Round and Round because it goes back and forth
all the way around

oh yah baby do it some more, just do it some more
Round and Round
up and down
all the way down 

Round and Round 
up and down
back and forth 
all the way around

up up yah up up 
down down yah down down 
baby all the way around

just do it some more
oh yah do it some more
Round and Round going all the way up and down back and forth 
all the way around

Round and Round 
up and down'
back and forth
all the way around

up up up oh yah baby up going up
down down down oh yah baby down going down
back and forth all the way around

No Where But Up

Oh oh oh Baby your near, your here, we can go anywhere, we can go up

Oh oh oh oh 

We can shore across the sea,We can fly across the sky,We can go everywhere, anywhere even up 

Oh oh oh oh oh 

Baby as long as your by my side we can go any place in the world or in the galaxy

Oh oh oh oh 

We can go up from here to there to watch the sunshine, we can go down from here to there to watch the moon brighten the galaxy

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh 

Tell me what your feel because baby we can go anywhere, we can go up, we can go to the galaxy and back

Mmm Mmm oh oh oh 

We can go anywhere but up Just tell me what you feel, don't fear, I got you here holding my hand

Mmm Mmm Mmm uh uh uh oh oh oh 

Baby just tell me what you fear, we can go up, up to the galaxy everywhere but down, I got you so we can go far away any day

Oh oh oh oh oh 

Baby we are on the ground, we are safe as long as we're together, we can cross the sea because baby honestly we can go anywhere, we can go up, we can go to the galaxy

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh 

We can go anywhere, just got to feel and go across the galaxy with no fear, we can go anywhere but up from here to there just tell me what your fear and I can make you feel better my dear

Oh oh oh oh ah ah ah 

Baby were in the ground standing still going no where but up 

Uh uh Mmm Mmm 

Baby were up, up there nothing to fear, hold on to me and it will be all clear

Oh oh oh uh uh uh Mmm Mmm 

We can go anywhere, we can go up, we can go to the galaxy from here to there 

Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm oh ooh ooh 

We can go no where but up