Broken

Seeing you everyday really makes be feel so good, but in the darkness I feel so alone and there is just nothing I can do.. Every time I close my eyes I feel a tear drop rush down the sides of cheeks and I can't seem to believe this is really me. I just want to feel free from all this deep depression but baby I can't, you know it seems to me that every body thinks I am happy but in reality I am not indeed. Here I am walking down the side of the street smiling and laughing but it's just all a big act. No one knows what I deal with out side of the box.. I'm stuck and there is no way out of this darkness. Every body sees cuts and I can't seem to trust. I stand here looking down and ashamed of who I am and I just want to feel free from all this hurting degree baby please set me free from all this false anti crying... I am so alone in a darkness of depression and I just can't feel free until I just leap of the top of this tree and then I can finally feel the real me and sing Baby I am free can't you just see and forget about the past and let me move on fast? I can say I may have almost been gone but here I am standing here finally letting you know the real me for who indeed I am for sure free..

The Proposal

Roses are so red
Violets are so blue
and I just have to tell you
I am so truly madly in love with you
I mean It just feels so like a treat
I can't stop showing you how much you really mean to me
Roses are so red
Violets are so blue
you just need to know
I got you and I'm never letting go
I just need you to know
your my light, my darkness and your
my love and my soul
Roses are so red
Violets are so blue
I need you to know
I want to spend my every waking moments with you in my sight
my mind, and by my side
Roses are so red
Violets are so blue
I just need you to know
I will protect you from any and everything
I love you and want to spend all my good days and bad days with you
in my mind, and by by my side
Will you be my bride and stand by me and exchange our vows, our love
and our rings and share my dreams and my everything?
Until death do us part
in sickness and in health
I love you and your my friend, my partner and my love
your my everyday life
Roses are so red
Violets are so blue
I just want you to know
I love you, I envy you
and I want to be with you
your my light and we say good night.

Fly I am so shy,Can't seem to reach the sky

Fly I am so shy
I just can't seem to reach for the sky
you know baby your always going to be by my side
In the day and night
your always my light
When your blue eyes shine so brightly it reminds me of the ocean pulling so closely to the shore
Fly I am so shy
I just can't seem to reach for the sky
you know baby your always going to be by my side
in the day and night your always in my light
When your blue eyes shine so brightly it reminds me of the ocean pulling so closely to the shore
Fly I am so shy
I just can't seem to understand all of this delight
when your eyes seem to catch my light
your eyes remind me of the ocean pulling so closely to the shore
baby you know we are alright just stay the night
even though your so fly and so shy
I just want to say I love you until the day I die and we say goodnight

Christmas is near and with good Christmas cheer

Christmas is near with faith and delight hearing Christmas bells giggle so near 

like everything is just right.

Santa while on his way the Christmas deer are galloping with Christmas Cheer.

The folk in the world getting ready for the great cold decorating with full of Christmas cheer making every inch of their homes look so big and bright.

Christmas trees are all big fun and the best part is dancing around like happy kids and putting on the lights and of course the great angel of heights which brightens the great way for the great white snow to fly. There's snowmen Santa and deer and little helpers called elf's to help Santa gather all goodies near and far. With snow falling to the sweet ground it makes it so fun the little folks can play and runs and sled. Everyone near and far are all dancing around the their Christmas Trees and singing Christmas Carrels and drinking sweet hot coco with big white marsh mellows with goodies in site and while the big folks are getting the little folks in to bed for Santa to come and cheer they must sleep with great Christmas cheer and dream of the big great snow and all with happy cheer they all slept will on Christmas eve and we all say good dreams.

Little Poem Rhymes

Sitting in ground going bowwowowow telling me I got the golden crown and I don't see how and your making so mightily proud.


Sitting in a tree saying KRST baby can't you see I am where I need to be because I'm so free in this mighty big tree.


Flouting in the sky feeling so fly makes me want to feel fine and Oh I see baby birds flying on by ain't the right?


Snow bro don't you know it's just so freezing cold in the arctic snow.


Paper bill baby seals riding on all four wheels.


I'm on a role letting you know I got to go because I see a baby white Bear flouting in the snow but you know it's so cold.