I'm scared of the night without you by my side giving me
away knowing I'm crying my tears of blue like a ocean sooth,I'm scared of the
night without you by my side you know it's right ,My tears run like a ocean
sooth can't you just go blue and know whom is new in the night even though I'm
scared of the night without you, I look outside the window and wonder where is
who when I need them the most knowing I am scared of the night without any
light an knowing you’re not near to fight. Scared of the night you know it's
time, you know I am the life of the night you need me by your side isn’t that
right. I am scared of the night when I need you by my side can you come right
away and comfort me in the night so I can sleep alright? I am scared of the
night when I hear the ocean sides come up on the shore and whisper in my ear in
the night knowing I am scared of the night.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
Why did you leave?Where could you be?
Why did you leave? Where could you be? I search and search,
I can't sleep; I'm an awake late at night looking at a photograph of when you
were still here. Why did you leave? Where could you be? I search and search and
just can't sleep. I look out my window to look upon the late dark sky and I
look upon the bright light and hope to find you. Dad why did you leave? Where
could you be? I try to seek the truth but can't seem to find it, you hurt me
because you left me as a little girl with no answers but just questions and
said the things you did, I just can't seem to know why? Why did you leave?
Where could you be in the world, do you ever think of me, wonder what I may
look like? Why did you leave? Where could you be? So far away, I can't reach
you? I want you to know how I am, what I've become! You left so soon a little
girl who now has become a woman that deserves the truth. Dad where could you
be? Why did you leave? You hurt me; I cry late at night and can't fall asleep. Why
did you leave? Where could you be? Are you still living or have you drifted
away to? I need to know, I want to know! Why did you leave? Where could you be
in the world? You left me as a child so young not knowing any reason why, now I
am older and still unsure. Why did you leave? Was it me, was I the problem or
was it just the fact you weren't made out to be a dad? Why did you leave? Where
could you be? Why did you cheat? Why did to want to take away the one thing
that is so real and precious you don't care? Why did you leave? Where could you
be? I know exacually where you’re at! You’re neither near nor far but in hell?
Why did you leave knowing that you would lose me? Over time I have come to be a
dark angel sent from another world to fight for what is right! I deal with pain
everyday and I can't explain but feel and hurt the sight of it. Why did you
leave? Where could you be? Nowhere for me to find, or contact that's right. Why
did you leave dad, I don't understand, maybe I never will but I will be glad to
hunt you down and seek what is mine. You left and never cared. Why did you
leave? Where could you be in the world you need no one? Do you ever think that
maybe I need you and want you in my life maybe that just isn’t right because I am
not yours to claim? Why did you leave the way you did and never said a thing except the bad hurtful things that
rhyme in my mind and that I run by every day and night in my mind and cry awake
in the night and wonder why ,why did you run and never wonder why? As I close
my eyes I see the truth, you’re afraid of what maybe real from what is right. I
see you and I think of how much I ache and hate you and how much I hurt just
because of you. I feel like telling you I hope you die and never are revived to
look that right again and never get the chance to say why. You’re far away and
I can't wait anymore, I am done with the aching pain of hate. Why did you
leave? Where could you be but in your own way a hell awaits you at the end of
the light. Bye dad until we meet in the next life I guess, but remember this I
will get what I want and will fight for what is mine and what I deserve in my
mind I deserve answers no more than that all I want is that. Why did you leave?
Where could you be in life now knowing it's been 10 years since we seen again?
I pray for what could have been and what kind of man you would have been if you
were here and looked me in my eyes and loved me no matter what. I've tried and
now I just cry away and live away from what is true and what is fake. I miss
what a father and daughter relationship is meant to be like and I will never
see that day until I die. Why did you do what you did and why wait until now to
not even try. I wait and wait and try and try but can't seem to move on by to
what is great but dwell in what is and has been. I miss you and need you. Please
come back and be my dad again and forever?
Monday, September 5, 2011
Birthday Poem
Birthdays is a way of a day to Celebrate a very special day, Birthdays is a way to make you smile away, Birthdays is a day to make memories and to laugh about someday,Birthdays are good days with people like you to celebrate with,Happy Birthday to you from a very special Little Sis to a even bigger special Like you.
Friday, September 2, 2011
Fire is what come to freedom but can't seem to stop to cry
Fire in sight makes us wonder why just can't seem to stop to cry,Fire in sight makes up wine for freedom,as we see ire so high we know
Night Sky Shy and Quite No where in site
Midnight so bright makes us feel alright,night
sky so shy and quite makes us wake upon day,looking out the window to see no
where in site
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