Have you seen the new movie called letters To God? If anyone is a true believer in the lord and that he can make things happen for example me giving me a second chance to live or in other words god way of making thing impossible to possible ; Then you all have to rent letters To Got. It is based on a true story about an 8 year old boy named Tyler Doherty whom I can relate to in a lot of ways. If you have seen it or have heard of it please rent it. This 8 year old boy's story touched me and my heart in so many ways just by watching this movie and It brought me to tears because of the story,the reason they made the movie and the inspiration it has behind the story to touch millions and knowing me and this boy went through some similar things touched me and seeing how this boy helped others reach out to God and Pray and teach them the way of believe in our lord. Now I know there are many beliefs out there in our world but they all believe in one or more gods and there is nothing wrong with that. People judge people so easily before they even know them, we may say and do things we may not know what we do and or did but we are not perfect ,we all make mistakes in our lives and we learn from them just as we learn from Experience in school,work,relationship, enemies and everyday life struggles. This young boy has so much strength and courage he is some one I plan on sharing his story will you all. This little boy was fighting for his life do to him having Brain cancer which in some ways is what I had to do was fight for my life do to bleeding in the brain, the things me and this young boy had and have in common is we both under went brain surgery , we were both afraid to go back to school thinking we would get picked on people making mean comments but he fought through it with the right way through god his lord he wrote letters to god everyday mailing them through a regular post office and it sure did in pack a lot of people. I am writing this because there is a lot of kids ,teens, and adults having the same problems at Tyler did . you know when I found out I was bleeding in my head i was shocked terrified but strong even though I knew there were chances of me loosing my eye sight for ever,being paralyzed ,being in a coma never waking up but what mostly scared me is the fact I almost died with out asking God to forgive me for all my sins and bad mistakes I had made in my life by not Honoring my mother or grandmothers or any of my family and my friends in the way the bible states honor your parent and your elders and For the act of disrespect i gave to them and the way I treated others by judging them before I knew them. But as I was in the hospital seeing my family in a hard place I wanted them to make things right because If I had died I wouldn't want them feeling guilty for not getting along and having to say good bye to me. So I asked god to become my lord and savor which I should have done a long time ago but I asked Jesus to come in to my heart and let my family work things out and it did by the simple fact of my one asking god to help my family and I also asked my aunt to work things out with My Great Grandma even the bad times of memories are still there just a little act of kindness can make a huge change around you. My life was placed in to gods hands and I did have a lot of people praying for my my family,friends, and people at my school and people I don't even know. by me writing this I want you to know not to take things for granted because you can loose everything in a blink of an eye I almost did. I see the way others treat one another and it's heat breaking to see people tear others down because they may be different, small for their age, or they my like the same sex or maybe bi or just plain different , I see kids at my school and I smile because there is this kid named James in my theater arts class and he is different and does have some disabilities but not one single person makes fun of him they say hi James and it makes me smile. I know people thing oh my gosh he's a freak but all people regardless of the way they are ; they are meant to be here just as we are. I think about the 17 suicides that happened last year one of which was a local cypress kid which some of us may have knew him or not but I think of the way he was treated and hurt by the way those kids treated him and his spirit is with me everyday because asher brown was as equal just as me and any other human on this planet. Life is hard I know because well I have almost died twice in my life, I have a father i don't see and hate but with everything I have been through has made me a stronger person of who I am today. When I am able to see my dad and the others who have hurt me I will tell them I forgive them because I can't hate anyone for ever even though they have said,done things I won't ever forget but I look forward to the day I say I am free of the pain and I can finally move on with my life from the heartache pain and suffering and struggles you know. Life is not fair but we have to make some things fair like having to let things we love go and letting a person we love dearly move on to the next chapter of their lives. From what I have learned from having brain surgery is I'm living proof that anything is possible because as I was laying on the operation table god could have said OK Brittaney it's your time to say bye to earth,my friends and family but he said it's not my time yet. I have been touched by an angel which was last year , My aunt Mary passed and she visited me when I was about to fall asleep she touched my head and my mom was laying next to me asleep and I woke her up and asked her mom did you touch my head , she said no and then I knew It was my aunt Mary letting me know everything was of because I told her to come visit me in my dreams and she did more than that she touched my head and I will never forget it. she is always in my thought but I know that their is another side out there waiting for me and everyone else.I know most kids at our school wonder why does she meaning me ,why does she get to wear a hat and not us but soon everyone in the school will know why because My dear friend who is on the yearbook staff is doing a story on me and of how I had brain surgery and they will say wow she went through all that and made it! I will say it was god that let me live and his angels saved me . I am a better person now that what I was 8 months 15 days ago. So If you read this think about renting Letters To God , it will touch you just like it touched me and my mom. It's my top favorite movie now and is an amazing inspiring movie and story behind it is very touching.If your having trouble with things in your life turn to god pray to him and ask for his help in the time of need as I need you to help me please my family is in bad times and I don't know what to do god please give me a sign and help me as I say Dear God, I am bent on both of my knees pray to the that I am in need of help and answer I was needing your help on, you see my family is in hard time right now and I need a sign for what I can do to help make things right .I say please god help me and my family as we struggle right please watch of my family friends and loved one who have been lost but are still loved as I say good night I say amen and closes my eyes and fall asleep. I have wanted to attend church more often and work harder at school and work and my family and relationship and get more involved in my school, community and reaching out to others who have gone through brain surgery and help those in needs world wide. I am a woman of God forever and always he is my lord and Savor
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P.S Love Brittaney Peacock written on January 16,2011
