Love Is Hard ,Being In love Is Harder

Looking around what do you see
Looking Around what do you mean
Looking Around all I can see is you beneath the Christmas tree
Looking around missing you where could you be
because your my sweet little honey bee I dream and think about while I'm on one knee say can we be the way we used to be knowing I can't be the man you desire me to be, but I can promise to be the one on both knees telling you that you mean the entire world to me.

But before I say I want to love you until the truth of the dust ,I need to admit I have truly fallen from the top to the very bottom of my knees to have to plea for you to see me so under the degree of things.

But can't you see I'm here in front of you on both knees say I got to sing a little thing for you from me to the heart of the great degree you used to see me unset. I never meant to say I hated you or to break you but I need you to know the truth that I am truly in love with another her name is never. never is baby new insanity of my self , can you never say OK and walk on by and forget what we ever had back in the day. baby you say you love you want me but where have you been my entire life , you banded me a young child, baby I know hurt you but back now to bring things back, can't you see I'm both knee saying I never should have fled like I got a hopeless disease down on my knees


Say baby you got to have me back in my very insane day for the heavenly oh day you know what I got to say, but maybe I just got to say I never forgot the day i got on one knee and plead for the day for you to say I love you, missed you and I need you hold me in my arms with out the third degree you seem so green but baby You got to know what I mean in all this Damn degree and Never meant to say to the degree I felt the way you feel I never love you wanted you say good bye to the day I died

I see bird in the air ,It's no ordinary bird it's a special kind of bird. What type I can say . I see it fly everyday by my eye. It sees me cry .
It's like I've never be insane in my own holy demean of my own bird that flaps its wigs in tot eh air and flows on by and stops and says hi. Could it be him the one I love,missed and truly need for the day he blew me in the air fell on both knees said I love you and died right in front of me.

sit on my knee singing I got a Disease that means I can;t flee to the glee of the day you say Baby your so sweet but you make me think back to the first day I ask you hey what's you name, could it be you the one I seek for love,passion,care?

What do you think of me
What do you see in the Christmas Tree
What do you want me to be walking around the old Christmas tree I for see I can't seem to say I got the third degree until I say I love you and we go ower own ways to the next day we say good day baby

Baby baby you gotta know the truth I got you for my own and theres nothing we can say or do until the truth comes out. You got me on my knee say I got to be the one I can see in my dreams. can you be the king I want you to be.

After all this time , looking around what do you see
Looking around what do you mean
Looking around where can we all be under the Christmas tree.

Lets make a plea to stay together until the tree dies under owe knees and make it the best we know can flee in to the truth of the heavily Christmas tree of love.

We now say I love you ,I need you ,I miss you and we go our own way good day I then say good night.

Love Lost But Crush So In The Dust

Every time I say Hi you look my way. I turn away because I'm afraid you see me gleam in th heart of your gorgeous blue eyes, but indeed I dream of the day you will say Hey.I see you up there on the stage do your thing it makes me want to scream to the of top tree and gleam as I dreamed of the day you came my way.You crack jokes but I still Fall to the earth and say Oh why did I ever say I care about. I see you in the halls of the cold gloomy school and smile while I walk on by to the dark ending night of the spooky night I say hi. I see you there in a glance where no one is around but You can't be found cause I'm all up in the dream I've never seen. You make me smile every day I dream. I saw you at the party doing your thing making me smile but not say anything. You act so funny you made me want to take a peek around the Christmas Tree to see if you maybe their hiding from me. Dream Dream what does it mean,I'll tell you in the time of need when I say I liked you since the day we meet.I say good day you say wait, whats your name? I say Briee you gleam in to me as if I was always their to be.and I ask what may your name be for I seem to think you weep together in the shadows of follow us.And you say I guess my name is Jon an that be good in the gloomy night. You smile at me, and I smile back and we say good day and we go away.

Memorial Of A Horrible Day

Some Day I say I define the day I saw them cry there tears to the Dry Flat Sky,From above they all said good bye to thoughts they all loved and gave there life to say the words of the heavenly sky I'm with god I'll be fine ,the day I said good day is the day I left the earth to go fly with my heavenly shy,The day we will never forget it September 11,2001 The horrible day we all lost the confidence of our state of mind,We walk in the shadows of that day,Don't we have the right to stand to pray for the Confidence of that day for the People that Stayed and died in our place to save another day for Americans to this day??Tell me Again why did that day have to share our independence?? Tell me Baby I need to know why I can't understand I'm afraid hold me tight,i need your guide to my eyes so i don't cry.God Bless America Solders,and The Families That lost a Loved One on that Horrible Day on September 11,2001

Feeling's So Strong&But Falling Apart

I see you,I like you,My heart beats for you,When I see you in the halls it races until I smile and look back and see you smiling,I maybe different in someways but my feelings I know are real,I cant really explain it but it's all so true,I like you more than I could ever have,am I wrong for what I say and do to let you know how cute you are?Tell me why so sweet but why so shy for I weep in my dreams that I cant beside of your eyes?even though I might end up moving even for a short period of time my eyes look deep with in yours and wish upon I am the one,shall I say that more than once for I cant stand to stop thinkng of saying it,I like you and for I am truely falling apart knowing I'm moving soon and won't see you no more execpt you're pics I so adore.

Telling Me A Lie

Your telling me a lie your making me cry when i look deep within my eyes all i can see is dispite from your lie you make me cry for what i have done to you to make you want to lie,for i had loved you since i saw you,why why why have you done this to me??why why why i trusted you,i loved you i made the commentment to love you,care for you in sickness and in health but why where are we now were so different now,im just so shy ,you make me want to cry,you never said by by by ooo why why did this have to happen so fast you made me so mad i cryed and cryed every time you popted in to my mind every time i saw your eyes you made me cry.

you never forsakin my eyes,but you made a lie saying you loved me,care for me but why why now,were so far away from who we were miss thoughs days,i loved you,i wanted you,but now all i need is you.

say your teeling me lie,such such a big lie,you make me want to screem and cry but all my tears are dry,dry so far away,im so sorry we had o end this way.you were my first,mymy very first,where are we no im so shy you made me cry for i am not the same i am no lie no more,why why why tell me why,you never said bye.

My Life Storie

In this world ,we are several brought together as one , we have different types of wants, desirers, wishes, believes, but do have the chance and the want to be free, ,free from sickness, despite, depression, dept from witch we as humans and mankind can only walk in the shadows that be with in us, My name is B I am living proof of depression just as many others are, I’m a young adult with many of insight for witch not many people can understand unless they have experienced what it feels like to be.The child of a man who is a criminal witch is scary for me, always wondering if he knows where I am, what I’m doing, stocking me, but then I think this man gots nothing to hold me back from living my life, all though I will always remember what my father did and still does, in my world I’m a 16 ½ year old that has watched people be sexually insulted , and many of other things that no child should ever have to experience ,all though I’m also living proof of a person that was sexually insulted by a young man of the age of 18,it still haunts me tell this day, the reason why I’m writing this is to share my life with others that have or is going through similar thing, I’m no pro or have no desire to be a pro but my dreams are to be an actress, singer, writer, many things that I’m going to achieve regardless of what comes in my way, I’m going to push beyond my limits. As shall all you out there, if you have been kidnapped, raped, sexually insulted, abused then share your story and see how many people it can reach out to, don’t be scared, be brave all though it may seem like no one cares or can understand but some can. don’t let any thing or any one hold you back from achieving your dreams and goals with in life cause then there’s no point in having a life if your not going to live your life to the fullest. Be in the word I call faith as long as you have that you’ll be great in someone’s eyes. don’t hold back, don’t hold in your feelings cause all it does is builds and builds until you do something that cant be undone such as kill your self or do something that can harm others. Be smart, share, live, speak, be honest to yourself and others and never hold back, speak your mind and speak the truth.think of martin luther king jr. he spoke i have a dream and now his dream came true,look at the woman that sat on the front of the bus and refused to move to the back,she stood up for herself and her people.look at john f kennedy he was a great president and then some one stood up and shot him just because that person didnt agree with his ways and his thoughts of making the united states of america a great nation,then we have barak o'bama who is a man of a different color ski tone but we as americans and humans are all equally the same so dont be a man or woman that is like a criminal.

Traveling Through The Light

God had sent his only forbidden son to the earth, He was born on a Sabbath day we today and for many year have celebrated the Sabbath holiday we call christams,the son was born in a barn type area, his mother we all known as marry and the husband of marry was jousph,they raised Jesus the son of owner lord god, son of god had grown up in a harsh but faithful world, Jesus shared the word of his father with thousands across the land for mile and miles to come, so every year we all come to celebrate the holiday Christmas to celebrate the birth of Jesus christ,soon when Jesus was older he was forced to give himself to the Romans who demanded to sacrifice Jesus Christ, Jesus was beeten,torchered,he suffered as his mother and his 12 disciples  watched and he had told his 12 disciples  don’t fight for I shall always be with you, he had to carry his own cross +,he had to carry it has people tortured him and he had to carry it up a big hill. He was p[laced between to criminals who has been in prison, Jesus had 4 hole two in the palm of his hand and two in the middle of his feet to mail him to ht e cross and Jesus wore a crown of thorns to represent he is a king, but as Christians to this day still love and miss and pray to him he was always will be with us, and if you don’t committing bad pray to thee god Jesus Christ as for he did sacrifice himself for owner wrong doing as we Christian call them since of god. He had said father forgive them for what they have done to betray I and you please father for give them for the since, and then Jesus had pasted and was put in to a rock type cave, and a few days later he was to arise from the dead, we say Christian and many others also wonder how can someone rise from the dead and live again and well it’s called a miracle that he did marry sister thought she has seen Jesus so she had ran to Jude he’s alive and Jude ask who, she said Jesus has raised and it was a fact not a mystery but as a fact he did rise and then he went to his 12 disciples and they were all in shock and then as Jesus started to rise in to the sky, and he had said my children I shall forever be with you in the bad and good times love you never through thee Jesus Christ.

Were We Take Flight

Hmm Hmm Ooo Ooo Here is where we take flight,flight in in ower minds,it's in ower hearts no matter where we are,were always goig to take flight.


Hmm Hmm Ooo Ooo to the sky,where we sor the sky,where birds fly,where cloud zoom on by we take flight when ever like to the sky.


Hmm Hmm Ooo Ooo here is where we take fight to demand ower stay in the eyes of ower own eagles eye to where ower minds are in ower own demand ,soon we take flight to higher hight to were ower dreams are in reach,when we take flight ower wings spred out so wind it touches the sky,we take flight.

Barbara oh' Barbara

Barbara oh Barbara,your so sweet,so indeed your the life of the birth of the sky,you make us fly like butterflys with tweekles in ower eyes,when day time is best in the bright gray sky,you make us smile when some one has rised an you make us sad when some one has past.

Cameron, Cameron

Cameron Cameron,so Shiny in the Night and so Bright in the Day,were we all coem to renite,knights are ower definement of ower soles we so love and dear,Cameron Cameron,come to me sit,drink,and tell what you think.We dear our own soles like it's our own billy goat,say I oh' lord ,oh King define my sole and make me a knight to be a protector of my life and love for the heavly sky we all define.

Tough And Good

Everyday is a tough day,but every night is a good night from the sun rising in the East,setting in the West,from Roses Blooming and From Frogs Hopping,to the Sky we shall define we are the line.

Kingdom Of God

Kingdom Of God

Sky so high, it makes us want to cry, when tears run down owner eyes, the sun starts to wine, and moon starts to define when it's best in time, so dark in the night, the sky says goodnight until time is right to say hi, when someone has died there voice will be in the night between day, so as someone has arose again there smile is the best of time, so bright in day and so dark in the night when is it best of time to say I define my love from whom shall not die but rise so peacefully in to the gray sky, as rain starts to pore thunder starts to rawr, as god makes his way to the light to welcome whom has died but whom has not concerned all, but say my child it is your time, don’t be shy come and join, say o' lord why I, shall I die when I cry for thoughts that thought I am alive, god say come my child look there still alive, why shall you cry when there right behind you to guide you to my kingdom of light, to were you shall be alive until day and night combined in to glory to my father's eyes, and you shall be alive until the end of time, say goodnight but don’t say hi until it’s there time, as it is yours, in the way the sun rises in the east and sets in the west, we shall rest, until we say we love the best but have not been lost.

Walking On By

Oooo Oooo Oooo,Here is a girl standing near you,stairing at you,when she's standng right here,you notice shes falling inlove for the first time,you walk on by you say hi,and thats the day when your life changed.

Oooo Oooo Oooo,shes standing for you,you walk on by and you say good day,she smiles at you while your walking on by you look deep with in her.

Oooo Oooo Oooo,theres a girl falling for you,when you walk on by you say i loved you since the first day i saw you,you get down on one knee and say i love you,will you be my wife,and spend all your life by my side.

Oooo Oooo Oooo,i will love you untell the day i die,then you say bye bye and you walk on by.

Cant Live With Out You In The Midnight Sky

Roses are red,vilets are blue,when I see you I want to spend the rest of my life with you,when I see you I just want to run up to you and kiss you,when I see your vilet blue eyes you catch me in the light. Light is so bright when its just me and you in the moon light,so shiney in the night.you and me together in the night,your my shiney knight in armor that catches me in the midnight shine.When I see you I want to tell you that I love you and when I see you I want you to know I'll marry you some how some were in the midnight sky.When I see you I cant stand to live with out you in my life in the geogous blue sky.No matter were we are in the sky or in the night ,I will always love your vilet blue eyes that shines so sweetly in the night sky light.